Really, sex toy such an immature response. I understand you want to stay in the dark so you don't have to see what is staring you in the face. You can paper over all the evidence with as many different theories as you want to to stay in your safe place. I'm not going to claim that if I was an atheist I might not do that as well. I would hope I would be more honest but people become atheists or agnostic atheist or Christian atheists or atheist atheists for a number of different reasons. I have no clue yours so you are welcome to your beliefs.